Sunday, April 5, 2009 { 6:22 PM }

my calf is killing me .
aching everywhere .
now my thighs are in pain too .

fk did i really push myself too much ?
during match i didnt feel anything leh .
and i dont know if i can really go to school tmr .
how greaaaat .

sometime being one of the elder among the other siblings aint good leh .
we get accused for all the wrong doings, even though we're not in the wrong .
i've been through it before .
its just so fed up ,
mine is because im a guy and everything was pushed to me ,
stealing also i kena .

fk , okay .
last time i did have the habit of shoplifting ,
till that time i got caught .
-____-
but that doesnt mean that i'll steal money all lor .
OKAYYYY ,
Lol.
pri 4 i did stole 100 bucks from the maid .
gosh , young time alr fanatic .

ew, maybe because of these actions lor, i always got accused .
but now ,
things for me seems to get better .
i dont steal ,
i respect my mumm .
trying to give her what she really wants .
: for one of her child to go to polytechnic and to have a bright future to support them when they
are old .

i've used to think that my parents didnt care for me .
so i'd rather stay in my own room, do my own things everyday .
in fact , my dad went to school to check on me one day .
went to ask my teacher abt my studies in school, without me knowing .
so, teacher talked to me , ask me to spend more time with my family .
share my problems with them .
my mum even could tell that i hate nagging ,
thats why she did not nag at me .
cause i might just talked back at her .

hmm,
nobody is useless ,
they're just weak .
they need pple to guide them .
in life, there's ,
no such thing as :
living a life where there's no guidance available .