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Thursday, April 30, 2009 { 11:32 PM }


i didnt went to school, today .
i really had no intention of not going to school .
seriously, i dont .

i just couldnt get up ,
i didnt get to sleep well last night ,
im sad , like seriously .



im really trying my best


to put a big smile


on my face for


the week

{ 2:14 AM }

uhhh,
this really saddens me ,
i saved up $60 frm pocket money ,
i didnt eat anything during recess for 3 weeks ,
and guess whaaaaat .
like fuck ?
my money lost .

how great can that be ,
uhhhh ,
yeah, coooool .
i cant get what i want again .
blooody fuck .

argh.
this is totally unfair .
likeeee ,
"happy" birthday in advance, fariq .

and now im doubly
SAAAAAAAAAAAAD

{ 12:49 AM }

kay , i found thisss .
Likeee, LOL .


okay laaa ,
today ,
late day ,
woke up 7am in the morning ,
went to bathe .
and headed to school .

school was ended at 3pm .
actually had remedial ,
i didnt attend also .
borrring ,

so i stayed in school for awhile ,
dhen went home around 4 ?
went home with zi hui ley .
fuuuuuck , he keep disturb me when going home time .
dont let me listen songgg , idiot guy .
Lols.

so ya, reached home .
went to bathe all ,
suria came awhile ,
dhen use commmp :/
around 6+ ,
he went home ,
dhen i fell asleep laaa .

aiyaaa ,
woke up around 9+
dhen use comp jer ,
i nvr went anywhere again ,
im seriously damn tired , idk why laaaaa .

currently , 12.55am .
doing nothing ,
looking through photograph albums only uhh ,
lol .
kay luh ,
i'll end it here .
tatas ,
Bye .


I'd never be good enough for anyone .
And I wasn't worth your time ,
Your energy .
I'm not the same person I used to be .
I'm moving on ,
It's just me .

Wednesday, April 29, 2009 { 2:06 AM }

i just cant go to bed ,
im tired, im tired, im tired .
but i cant sleep D:

oh ya, talking abt tired .
LOL.
sheik told me that im like an animal cause i sleep for a long period .
wtf .

S: Why nvr come slack?
F: sleeeping jee.
S: how long already nvr see u siaa, sleep not enough uh ?
F: how i know, school make me tired .
S: you hybernate uh ?
F: what sia hybernate ?
S: hybernate is whereby some animal will sleep for a long period.
F: alermak, its normal .

yeah, its been a long time since i went to slack on weekdays ,
seriously , im tired siaaa .
during school , after school ?
aiyo maiyo ,

da luh,
i wanna stop blogging ler ,
bored .
bye.

MAAAATHS HOMEWOOOORK NOT DONEEE !
deaaaaaaaad MEEEEAT


imy .
imy .
imy .
imy .
imy .

Tuesday, April 28, 2009 { 11:04 PM }

school was okaaay ?
PE ran 2.4
they started without me and zi hui ,
we were both in the toilet , doing
"SOMETHING"
chey , talk like something suspicious like tat .
somehow, i passed 2.4 .

school ended at 3pm ,
but during last period,
spennd 30mins in the canteen ,
and headed back to class .
in class also didnt study,

dhen it rain ,
didnt went home .
went Indoor Sports Hall ,
slacked at there ?
played soccer :DD
around 5+ dhen i left school ?

reached home around 6pm ?
yeah ,
so stayed at home till now lor .
was damn tired ,
i manage to sleep for awhile, i guess .

time now 11.12pm ,
hmm ,
i've got maths hmwk .
gonna complete it ,
and go to bed .

kay luh ,
Nights & bye .

i aint
a toy
for you
to play
around
with

{ 12:43 AM }

monday is always a boring day for me ,
a start of the new week ,
but i'd rather start it with a moody way .
dont ask me why siaa .

today, i dont really have the mood to study .
didnt attend remedial .
i went home ,
atleast i feel better at home .

O level faster come caaaan ?
i dont care if i pass or i fail ?
i just tired of school already .
like, please ?
end my misery faster caan ?

uhhh ,
this irritates my mind .
i dont even know the reason why im behaving this way .
i seriously dont know .



JUUUUUST thaat . . .
sometimes ,
words cant describe
feelingss .
. & i really need you ,
. through-out the
. days &
. nights .
. Can ?

Monday, April 27, 2009 { 2:15 AM }

kay ,
woke up at 2pm ?
went to bathe ,
acap called ,
ask whether wanna go shopping today .
i dont have the money to go shopping for today :x
so i told him next week .
so planed change ,
went to gym instead .

after gym ,
around 5.30pm .
went to lot 1 ,
he bought some shirt ,
plaaaain shirts .

dhen headed to jelapang ,
met azrul ,
slack till midnight ,
forgot that it was sunday ,
last train was like around 12+
:x
lucky got lrt ,

reached cck ,
had to walk back home, alone .
so yeah ,
i reached home around 12.50 ?
around there luh , idk .

i wanna sleep alr ,
if not i will have some restless day tmr .
i've got schooooooooooooool at 7.20 am .
D :
sad life ,
kay luh ,
Byee .

& truth is ,
i miss you .
but truth is ,
im lying .
:DD

Sunday, April 26, 2009 { 1:07 AM }

its like a wasted saturday for me,
cause i didnt went anywhere today .
FUUUUUUCK ,
i stayed at home for like the WHOOOOLE day ,

kay ,
at night also nobody called ,
kay fahmie did call ,
but in the end also didnt went anywhere ?
i was like so happy for a moment only ?
LOL .

soooo ,
i went walk around with eddie at night ,
walk till 12am like that only .
and came back home ,
atleast something .

time now 1.09am .
damn boring .
idk what to do already ,
i've watched TV , i've played game till im sick&tired of it alr .
:x
only 1 thing to make time pass ,
sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep .

kay laa ,
i'll stop crapping until here ,
Bye .

plaaaaaaans ,
ANYone ?

Saturday, April 25, 2009 { 6:44 AM }

kay, friday .
i didnt went to school .
i really dont have the mood to go sch today .
dont ask me why , cause i really dont know .

so i continued sleeping ,
yeah , today actually had speech day ,
i didnt attend it also .
so yeah ,

instead ,
i followed acap go admiralty .
collect his pay ,
reached admiralty ,
took his pay ,
took bus ,
went to causeway .

walk around the mall ,
window shopping (:
dhen went to pasar malamm .
bought food ,
headed to ave 5 .

at ave 5 ,
slacked till late ,
and i really didnt have the intention to slack till 5.30am .
LOL ,
i had to walk home .

time now 6.47am
and im not gonna sleep ,
cause im going to batok at 8am .
if i sleep ,
i wont be able to go batok , :x

lol ,
me and acap slacked till 5.30am ,
we did really many stupid stuffs .
WTFFF ,
i dont really wanna say out what we did ,
cause it may be really very cruel of us .
so yeah ,

im gonna rest on the bed ,
so tatas ,
Bye .

i dream about you every night ,
and in my dream is where we meet ,
and when im awake ,
i'll be staring at pictures of you .

Friday, April 24, 2009 { 2:58 AM }

Thursday ,
had school from 7.20am - 2pm .
kindda bored in school .
im like just taking my attendance & not gaining any knowledge .
LOL .

so yeah ,
after 2pm ,
went over to bangkit ,
followed haiqal withdrew money ,
$510 siot ; Mum's money .
Lol.
dhen bought Strawberry youghurt blended ?
dunno luh , try for fun .

after dhat went back to school while haiqal went home to get changed .
stayed in school ,
played basketball ?
LOL .
anyhow play jee .
totally forgotten about haiqal .
:x

in the end ,
haiqal went to ave 5 alone .
i was still in school ,
so he was alone ,
asked him wait at cck for me ,
so met him at cck ,
went to my hse .

reached home ,
i went to bathe , while he used the comp .
watch youtube , as usual .
finding some interesting/funny stuffs .
yeah , dhen suria came my hse too .
& i was damn tired that i almost fell asleep .
luckily didn't luh , can tahan onee .

so qucikly get changed ,
went to ave 5 .
so that i wont be sleeping at home all the time .
slacked at ave 5 till 11.30pm .
went home with azrul ,
but he go jelapang , i go yew tee uh .
took bus till south view together & went seperate ways .
D:

so reached home around 12.10 ?
yeah ,
bathed everything ,
and now using comp .
blogging and chatting at msn .

guess , im gona do my MT homework for now ,
so that ,
i can sleep after completing it .
okays ,
Bye :D
i've tried to go on like i nvr knew you .
im awake but my world is half asleep .
i pray for this heart to be unbroken .
but without you ,
all im going to be is ,
INCOMPLETE .

Thursday, April 23, 2009 { 1:45 AM }

okay ,
idk what happen to my blog .
and i got to change the skin .
-.-
irritating .

late day ,
sch starts at 8.20 ,
woke up at 7am .
went to school ,
school ended at 3pm .
last period was F&N ,
and it was cooking .

wtff ,
we baked banana and choco chip cupcake & creamy cheese pasta ?
LOL ,
my partner , ezad .
kay ,
i did pasta and he did cupcake .
play a fool during practical .
in the end our food like most "OUTSTANDING" one i can say ,
lol,
so got held back by teacher ,
had to clean up the kitchen .
-____-
and i was the one who did all the washing .
while he did nothing ,
lol , so i complain to teacher .
HAHAH ,
so he had to swept the floor .
actually claass ended at 3pm ,
but we were released at 3.30pm ?
-.-

so after dhat ,
met acap, suria and haiqal leh ,
at fajar .
slack awhile and went home .

i reached home ,
mum was using comp ,
so i went to bathe ,
and lyed dwn on the bed ,
` pooof .
*fell asleep .

woke up at night though ,
so stayed at home the whole night loh .
i did homework ok ,
first time .
mst praise .

kay luh ,
i wanna sleep ,
bored ,
Bye .

& i hate how much
i love you ,
girl .

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 { 12:29 AM }

today ,
had eng common test ,
i dont understand a single thing on the passage ,
so i anyhow tikam2 loh .
:D

so yeah ,
pe also ran 2.4km ,
LOL .
no mood run ,
so at outside school for 20mins.
Lol.
wth ,
actually run until infront already dhen sit down at the bench , disturb pple with zi hui .
Lol.
like 2 idiot .
but nvrmind next week run properly .
HAHAH .

so yeah,
school ended at 5.15pm ,
test was 1hr 40min .
reached home around 6 ,

so yeah ,
didnt went anywhere today ,
reached home and i slept .
so ,
cant sleep for now leh ,
gonna suffer tmr morning ,
Lol .

kay ,
byee .

There is no remedy for love ,
but to love more .

The first sigh of love ,
Is the last breath of wisdom .

Love makes the time pass .
Time makes love pass .

Love is what we were born with .
Fear is what we learned here .

The heart has reasons ,
that reason cannot know .

You can lead a heart to love ,
but you can't make it fall .

No-one is ever ,
betrayed by true love .

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 { 7:11 PM }

Touch my body or Tart my body ? wtff .




oh this guy really spoiling the songgg.
LOL ,
Koreaaaans -.-

Monday, April 20, 2009 { 10:58 PM }

todayy .
mt oral .
lol.
cannot make it luh kn .
when its my turn,
on top level pple, my friends kan ,
keep disturbing me siot ,
cannot concentrate .
lol,
so possibilities of failing is high :D

so after oral, which was 3pm ,
went to lot 1 with zi hui,
he wants pay for HSA fineeee ,
i still cant pay, mst go 2 session of counselling, idiot.

okok, so reached lot 1 the bside dere ,
both of us were so dumbb,
went up to the 5th floor ,
guess whatt ?
we took number ,
we waited for our turn ,
and then .....
it turns out that ,
we went to the wrong place ,
WTF .
5th floor is for HDB thingy bodo .
kiwaaaaaaaak
HSA and HDB jauuuuh sak .
wasted 30mins of our life .
LOLOL .
idiot sia we 2 .

so went down to first floor ,
paid the finee ,
and went home alr luh .
lol ,
time was 4+ ?

yeah ,
reached home ,
i on comp ,
went to bathe ,
dhen i went to lye down on the bed .
i fell asleep till night .

-____-
damn tired ,
idk why luh .
so stayed at home till now lor .
quite boring ,
so came to update abitt .

oh yeah ,
im having ttrouble in walkin alr ,
my feet seriously hurts .
blisters, swollen -.-

tmr still got PE ,
uhhh ,
dno how to survive like this.
-.-
okay luh ,

i wanna end here ,
kay ,
byee .


i wanna build up a strong bond with you ,
can ?

{ 1:22 AM }

today, woke up at 10am .
had soccer at limbang park .
yeah, i dragged time at home .
slowly do things ,
left hse , and reached limbang at around 11+

weather was damn freaking hot .
lucky no sun burn again .
wtf .
phobia of sun alr .
:x
migrate to australia also something siot .

so played soccer until noon ,
dhen went back home .
i on 2 fan at once .
LOl.
damn hot okay the weather .

dhen i slept from 4pm to 7pm .
woke up, bathe .
and decided to go to ave 5 .

so slack at ave 5 till midnight .
took bus 300 and 302 home .
reached home around 12.30am .

so yeah ,
think gonna sleep now .
have been playing facebook games .
lol .

okays ,
tmr have school :x
siaaan .
and got MT oral ,
more bored .
kay, bye .

the spaces in between our fingers ,
are meant to be left apart .
they created it because ,
its meant to be closed by ;
someone else fingers .

Sunday, April 19, 2009 { 2:34 AM }

today ,
azrul came my hse in the afternoon .
slacked till eveninng .
dhen haiqal also came around 4+
after that we 3 went to ave 5 .
buy cig ,
and headedd to jelapang .
slacked at there till night .
eddie tag along at night .
so after slacking was like around 10+ ?
den all decided to go home lor .
dhen me and eddie went to ave 5 .
walked from south view to ave 5 .
he wanna buy cig ,
so followed him .
den we walked to lot 1 .
took train home ,
came to yew tee slacked awhile ,
and went back home ,
by the time i reached home was like 12am .
so yeah ,
used comp till now lor .
now already 2.35am .
played facebook .
lol .
time pass very fast .
:x
i think i wanna go sleep already luh .
a lil bit tired jeee .
so yeah ,
gdnight , Byee .
my heart burns through ,
my chest to the floor .
tearing me silently but abruptly .
words cant hide .
& i tried to see .
tried to understand your words .
well, its hard to explain but i'll try if you let me .
well, its hard to sustain and i'll cry if you let me .

Saturday, April 18, 2009 { 1:51 AM }

didnt went to school tody .
damn freaking tired ,
dont ask me why ,
i just felt tired .
i woke up at 2pm sumore .
wth .
lol .
so yeah ,
stayed at home till evening .
using comp and playing games .
doing stupid stuffs .
so after evening ,
went to limbang park .
played socceer .
play bare footed until blister siot .
dont like the feeling uhk .
not nice ,
atleast ulcer nicer.
lol .
so went home at 12am like that lor .
waited for bus ,
quite long ley /
so reached home ,
bathe everything ,
dhen come here update blog luh .
guess im going to sleep soon uh .
so,
tc and bye .
flames to dust ,
lovers to friends ,
why do all good things come to an end ?

Thursday, April 16, 2009 { 11:40 PM }

today ,
school as usual .
had geog test after assembly at 3.30pm .
didn't revise for the test .
so , high chances of failing very badly .

so after the test ,
was like 4.30pm .
so went over to Fajar there .
met acap, haiqal, azrul & suria .
slacked awhile at there ,
and went back home .

reached home around 6pm ?
around there luh .
so was feeling tired .
slept awhile ?
yeah ,

after dhat was like using comp all the way until now loh .
didn't went out cause was too tired .
hmm ,
kkays ,
that's all luh i guess .
sO ,
Byee !
Sometimes love comes around ,
And it knocks you down .
So just get back up ,
When it knocks you down .

{ 1:06 AM }

today school as usual ,
oh yeah ,
had geog class test .
Lol.
guess whaaat ?
most of the class cheated ,
cause it was a re-leave teacher .
HAHAH .

yeah ,
today no common test though ,
being postpone to next Tuesday (:
so went home early for today .

reached yew tee ,
Haiqal and Azrul were waiting below my block .
HAHAH .
so came up my hse ,
slacked till evening .

dhen we headed ourselves to the street soccer court near high way there lor .
played soccer till 11 plus in the night .
no lights still can continue playing je .
yeah, had slight argument with other people .
almost had a fight .
:x
in the end everything was settle .
LOL .

so went to lot 1 cheers ,
bought water ,
damn thirsty bodooo .
so after dhat went to block ,
cool down and awhile later went back home lor .

lazy to wait for bus ,
so i walked back home .
and the time was like 12am .
Mum message me !

M: Where are you ? Come home early can ?
F: I'm walking back home alr , now at limbang .
M: Faster come back , you've got school tmr !
F: i know luh , slowly walk , night still young !
M: Later not enough sleep how ?
F: you care for me ah ? HAHA !
M: of cause .
F: (: don't lock door, i no keys . go sleep first .
M: okay .

chey ,
everyone's mum are caring .
lol .
so reached home around 12.30am .
went bathe everything ,
and now , 1.15am .
i think im gonna sleep yeah ,
im tired already .
So ,
Bye !

Wednesday, April 15, 2009 { 12:34 AM }

i dont need to describe anything for today .
nothing special happen anyway -.-
basically had normal school ,
till 3pm .
dhen had chemistry test till 4.30pm .
and went back home .
once reached home ,
i did not went out .
idk where my mood went to .
have been day dreaming since i've woke up at 9pm .
-_-
okays .
12.37am

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 { 1:01 AM }

A stranger you were once.
Then,
With a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged,
You lit my life
And
I held both your hands.
Now that decades have passed,
Our souls have indeed become one.
How fortunate we are
That we have found the love so true
That everyone dreams about.
and i believe ,
that ,
there's such thing as ,
''TRUUEE LOVEEE'' .

{ 12:37 AM }

Enhanced Common Test 4 starts already lorrr .

today paper was maths ,
so yaya papaya .
a lil little bit tough .

school ended at 4.30pm ,
went staff room ,
find teacher ,
and went back home with tim .

reached home ,
around 5 ?
bathe everything .
used comp .

used for awhile ,
i intend to rest ,
in the end ,
haiqal called ,
ask me come ave 5 .
lepaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak .


so, i dragged the time also ,
called me at 7pm ,
he gave me 30mins to reach there .
lol .
and the best thing was ,
i bathed again , for 30 mins .
so 7.30pm and im still at home (:

so quickly went over to ave 5 .
lucky for me ,
mrt and bus both swee swee come .
akuuu lucky whattt .
Alermakss .

so slacked till midnight lor .
talking crap ,
all stress out because of soccer team .
LLOOLL .

currently ,
just reached home lor.
homework not done ,
and i realised that im being left out in class -.-
gotta catch up alott of things .
4 days of school ,
and i turned up for 1 day only .
like my father head of MOE like that .
:x

okaaay laa .
tmr have Chemistry test .
dont intend to study also .
science damn boring ,
atleast sec 2 nvrmind uh .
got interesting topic siot .
only boys will have interest luh kan ,
no wonder can score well during sec 2 science :D

dhats all !
Bye

I will never let you fall .

I'll stand up with you forever .

I'll be there for you through it all .


Monday, April 13, 2009 { 2:45 AM }

ARGGGGGGGGGGH !
there's so many things on my mind right now .
its so heavy that i couldn't get to sleep for the past 1 hr .
freaky harhs .
so many things until i dont even know how to confess all the feelings out .
maybe im just thinking too much luh ,
:x
somebody come and slap me can ?
so that i can really wake upppp . . .
i just miss you so much .
i really do .

{ 1:05 AM }

holidays are over ,
and students have to go back to school tmr .
how boring can that be .
today was normal ,
slacking , wasting our life time :x
just came back from ave 5 .
didnt miss the last bus, but missed the last train ,
:x
lol-ed .
yeah , im tired of typing words using keyboard .
if can write in pen atleast something .
lol ,
handwritting nice must show off whaat .
its normal , arrogant busted .
so ,
ENDs here lor !

& everything seems so strangeeeee ,
its just so weeeeirddd .

Sunday, April 12, 2009 { 2:45 AM }

im so lazy to update ,
no mood to type out what actually happened today .
dont ask me why ,
cause im tired .
i only know im back from ave 5 ,
yeah , walking back ALONE from ave 5 to yew tee ,
from 1.45am - 2.30am .
walking back slowly ,
& i dont know why im acting like that .

I wish i could be ,
Somebody else .
I wish i could see ,
You and myself .
I wish there was something inside me ,
To keep you beside me .
And say ,
What you really feel .
You know i need ,
Something that's real .
i wanna love ,
i wanna leave .
:/

Saturday, April 11, 2009 { 2:06 AM }

today, good friday ?
lol.
dont know for what reason do they celebrate this day .

but nvrmind.
a holiday is a day whereby we sure cherish it luh kn .
so yeah ,
get to sleep till afternoon .
lol .
woke up at 12pm .
first thing i did when i woke up was to go down my hse .
fren was waiting below for me .

slacked awhile with him ,
and den i went back to my hse to bathe .
yeah ,
so bathe everything finish .
slack all the way at home .
3pm , i went to ave 5 .

find acap , haiqal lor .
slack at there till night .
by 7pm, left me and acap .
so went up to his hse .
watched TV lor .
watch dunno what show all .

so around 9pm went downstairs .
sat down at block ,
was damn boring .
called yan zhi ,
and he was at south view .

met up with him ,
slack with all the chinese friends .
until 12am lor .
den took taxi home until limbang .
free so i take lor .
LOL .

so from limbang ,
walked back home alone , listen to songggs.
reached home was like 12+ already .
so time now already 2.11am .

just talked finish on the phone with eileen ,
suddenly called me ,
Lol.
thought who only call .
check2 eileen .

crapp around for like 1hr +
and finally decide to go to sleep .
and im feeling abitt tired too .
so i guess im gonna sleep now ,

so yeah ,
good night and goodbye .

Don't you lose your trust ,
and your belief .
We'll let our heart beat guide us though the dark .
Just trust me .

Thursday, April 9, 2009 { 11:59 PM }

so today didnt went to school again .
dunno for what reason i didnt went to sch also .
sick&tired of sch , most probably .
:D

yeah ,
woke up in the morning ,
went to bathe all .
used the comp .
till afternoon .

dad ask to follow him ,
make my posb account.
in the end .
i already had an acount .
just re new my book .
and made my own atm card .

after that ,
went to yew tee square to eat long john .
hmm .
eat finish alr .
i went home alone .
while my younger sis and dad went to NTUC .
buy groceries .

so home, alone .
call eddie ,
ask him come my hse .
cause i was bored .
slack at home till now lor .

now alr 12.12am .
hmm ,
its been a while since i lepaaak leh .
yeah, i miss slacking with them.
esp doing stupid stuff .
hha .
i hate it when it comes to night .
im always alone .
D:
saddening uhk .
no choice .
okay laa ,
i'll end it here .
im out of words ,
; speechless .
:x
clinging to the past wont do any good .
moving forward is important in life .
if u keep thinking of the past ,
you might miss out many great opportunity in the future .
yeaah , life is full of ups and downs .
therefore ,
a smile can change everyone's mood .

Wednesday, April 8, 2009 { 11:45 PM }

after soooo longggg ,
i finally changed my blogskin .
hahah .
quite satisfied with the changes uhk .
: )
today ,
was like the first day of the week for me , even though its wednesday .
cause its my first appearance in school for the week .
lol ?
school started late on wed .
yeah ,
reached school a lil bit early .
so went to canteen to sit down .
sit until nvr care time ,
until late to go up hall .
thought got music to give us signal that its 8.20am alr .
but dhen had problems .
so didnt know lor .
till the counsellor told us that we are late .
Lol .
so we all had to sit outside the hall .
wtf ?
also not our wrong .
-.-
so sat there ,
explained what exactly happen all .
so we were excused ,
but still had to sit there .
school ended at 3pm .
uhhh ,
last time, time table was only 2pm jer .
now 3pm .
wth .
so after school ,
went to haiqal hse .
slack there for awhile ,
and i went home .
was tired ley .
sumore weather so hottt .
reached home around 4+ or 5+ .
used computer till night lor .
i didnt went anywhere once i reached home .
lol .
using facebook and chit chatting at msn all the while .
time now 11.51pm .
think i wanna sleep ,
so that i wont have a hard time sleeeeeping , due to the rapid coughing .
lol .
okays .
so ,
good night ,
sweet dream &
byebye .

{ 12:24 AM }

IDIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT .

i've just realise that i've gt sun burn .
WTF .

my fck face .
LOL .
freakingggg skin .
disgusting siaaa .
damn itchy .
damn redd .

okay ,
sua .
make me angry only .
wtf .

today , 7th april .
didnt went school again .
im tired of sch .
seriously .

bo bian ,
for the sake of geting an O level cert ,
i'll continue .
-_____-

so woke up in the morning ,
went to polyclinic .
freaaaaak .
i still had the cheek to ask the doc for another day MC .
lol .
i dont look sick at all ,
i dont like siaa ,
everytime go there ,
doc will ask .
" Do you smoke? "
i hate answering that question .
lol .
irritating siaa .
and i will just say ,
" Never laaaaa, Not my type "
Lol , had to lie to that .
so that doc wont talk alott .

after poly ,
time was like in the afternoon .
went south view ,
met acap .
slack awhile ,
dhen headed to my hse .
slacked at my hse till night ,
8pm .

8pm , went to ave 5 .
slacked till 11.30 lor .
den suddenly eileen msg me ,

E : eh, your birthday never celebrate ar ?
F : idk ?
E : oh, nevermind .
F : Why ?
E : oh if nobody want celebrate, den i celebrate with u ar ( :
F : oh , hha . me&you only ?
E : ya , i buy 2 small cake , 1 for u & 1 for me .
F : dont want already la, my bday, you still buy for yrself .
E : okay. Nevermind, i know you will want to celebrate with me . SO remember our date ok ?
F : lol ? go sleep la . BYE NIGHTS .


lol , want celebrate bday .
dont tell luh ,
nt surprising siaa .
i dont like jer .
boring , not fun .
HAHAHA .

so headed home ,
by the time i reached home .
everyone was like soundly asleep .
except for my cat .
LOL .
waiting at the door step for me .
HOW SWEEET .
see me, dhen run inside my room .
i come in , it run out .
lol idiot .

hha ,
currently blogging and doing nonsensical stuffs ?
tmr needa go back to school .
miss 2 days lesson already .
have to catch up with the class .
so yeah ,

gonna rest now .
so take care !
Bye !

on this Cold cold night ,
i dream of your cute cute face ,
with that sweet sweet smile .
HAHAHA .
: -)

Tuesday, April 7, 2009 { 1:21 AM }


didnt went to school .
had coughing, flu, flam slight fever and headaches.
my calf seems better ,
now the problem in my left thigh .
problems after problems .
wth .

so was resting at my bed the whole day .
dunno why i am sooooo tired .
till evening ,
felt better .
decided to slack abit ?

yeah ,
met them at south view .
headed ourself to ave 5 .
slack at there till midnight.
-____-

kind of moody during slacking .
dunno why .
i just feel so bored .
and i dont know what i am thinking .

so after 12.15am .
went home .
took bus to cck ,
last train pass ,
so had to take bus home .

reached home around 12.45
bathe everthing .
now currently blogging .
going to pack my bag ,
and off to sleep .
( :

so yeah ,
good night and good bye .


i need you , can ?

i miss you , can ?

i love you , can ?

Monday, April 6, 2009 { 1:04 AM }

hmm,
i've just reached home after slacking at jelapang
with azrul and acap .
reached home .
didnt know what to do .
was browsing through songs ,
and i changed my background music :D
kindda bored hearing all the old2 songs .




What good is a heart if there ain't love in it .
What good are your eyes if you ain't got vision .
What good is the world if we can't all fit in .
See all along, we ain't that different .
Love and pain, yeah we share the same feelings .
girl,
im just missing you
right now .

Sunday, April 5, 2009 { 6:22 PM }

my calf is killing me .
aching everywhere .
now my thighs are in pain too .

fk did i really push myself too much ?
during match i didnt feel anything leh .
and i dont know if i can really go to school tmr .
how greaaaat .

sometime being one of the elder among the other siblings aint good leh .
we get accused for all the wrong doings, even though we're not in the wrong .
i've been through it before .
its just so fed up ,
mine is because im a guy and everything was pushed to me ,
stealing also i kena .

fk , okay .
last time i did have the habit of shoplifting ,
till that time i got caught .
-____-
but that doesnt mean that i'll steal money all lor .
OKAYYYY ,
Lol.
pri 4 i did stole 100 bucks from the maid .
gosh , young time alr fanatic .

ew, maybe because of these actions lor, i always got accused .
but now ,
things for me seems to get better .
i dont steal ,
i respect my mumm .
trying to give her what she really wants .
: for one of her child to go to polytechnic and to have a bright future to support them when they
are old .

i've used to think that my parents didnt care for me .
so i'd rather stay in my own room, do my own things everyday .
in fact , my dad went to school to check on me one day .
went to ask my teacher abt my studies in school, without me knowing .
so, teacher talked to me , ask me to spend more time with my family .
share my problems with them .
my mum even could tell that i hate nagging ,
thats why she did not nag at me .
cause i might just talked back at her .

hmm,
nobody is useless ,
they're just weak .
they need pple to guide them .
in life, there's ,
no such thing as :
living a life where there's no guidance available .

if true love really exist ,
then ,
what is ,
True Love ?

{ 2:19 AM }

yesterday slept at yan zhi hse .
woke up at 7pm .
went to bathe all ,
took me 30mins .

so left his hse at 8am .
headed to my hse .
took soccer ball .
went to yew tee ,
bought bread as our breakfast .
met them at yew tee MRT last cabin of the train .

all went to khatib just to play soccer , yeah .
and reached there ,
the condition of the field was like so rabaaaaak .
no comments :x

Lols .
weather damn freaking hot lor .
can suffer heat stroke siot .
dehydration also can occur anytime uhh .
lol .

guess we spend all our money on water .
-____-
ew ,
match we lose .
8-4 ?
D :

stressful .
fk ,
their player all kick leg one siot .
got 1 fker ,
kick my leg ,
lucky i nvr fall down ,
too bad he got an elbow from me ,
HAHAH .
retribution uhh .

so after dhat ,
went back home .
my calf was in great pain ,
had trouble walkin properly .

reached home ,
went to bathe ,
body was all sticky .
:x

hmm ,
dhen i fell asleep jer .
damn tired .
and the weather is killing me .

woke up at 7pm like that lor .
slacked at home .
lol .
doing nothing ,
just surfing the net ,
facebook all that .
doing nonsensical stuffs .

time now ,
2.25am ,
hmm , guess i wana sleep alr luh .
a lil bit tired aso .
hmm ,
so yeah .
Nights & Byeee !

Does true love really exist ?

Friday, April 3, 2009 { 11:15 PM }

hohs !
lazy to post .
by the way ,
last min , mum was free today .
so went for the PTM .
ew ,
teacher brought up the diciplinary case ,
Bullying to my mum .
Lol , stunned jer .
so kept quiet .
: D

how great ,
my results freaking sucks .
eng - c6
malay - d7
maths - b3
comb science - f9
comb humans - f9
F&N - c5

L1R5 - 39 points !
wtf ?
nvm .

er yeah ,
so took a cab home lor .
den mum said she wanna go eat burger king .
lol .
so went there ,
bought many burger .
Lol .
den de cashier look at me like one kind je .
aku see the girl face like familiar ,
den dun care ,
took the food alr ,
den the girl come to me .

girl: FARIQ !
fariq: er ?
girl: kau tk knal aku ehk ?
fariq: *thinking* ... ennntahh ?
girl: aku ingat kau, kau tk ingat aku ?
fariq: hah ? erm, pri school friend ?
girl: *smile, bye take care .
Mum: *looks one kind at me .
fariq: *walks away ~

hahah .
dumb je.
aiya ,
so reached home around 10pm lor .

now im gonna bathe and go yan zhi hse .
sleeping there i guess .
: D
so tata .
Bye .

Thursday, April 2, 2009 { 11:49 PM }

backed from slacking je .
went to ave 5 lor .
slacked till late night ?
not so late ,
around 10 went home .
Lol .

yeah ,
used the comp till now .
feeling abitt tired though .
gonna sleep soon yeah .

YEAH ,
finally saturday got soccer match !
HHA .
was hoping for this day to come .
fun lor .
get to play together .
win/lose atleast we enjoy !
hha ,
wish us luck abitt luhhh .
: D

alrights ,
Bye !

Somehow ,
the space in between us
are far apart .
D :

{ 7:07 PM }

BOO !
hha .
today school was ok ?
yeah ,
paid attention in all lesson ley .
guai kia .

and and teacher's are saying that im different from last year ,
in terms of attitude and behaviour during lessons .
HAHAH .
ss teacher said this to me leh ,
miss yati uh .

miss yati : Wah , fariq, you've changed alott huh . in terms of ur attitude .
fariq : yeah lah , sec 4 i bully u until boring already what .
miss yati : haha , if ur mum is coming on friday for parent's teacher meeting , i'll sure praise you .
fariq : CANNOT . my parents wont be coming D:
miss yati : how come ?
fariq : dont know ley , i think they dont want see you ah, thats why .
miss yati : fineeeeeee .

Lol.
alermak .
sometimes joke with teacher also abitt fun leh ,
rather den bullying them ,
i remember siot ,
sec 4 i everytime will purposely come late for her lesson .
LOL .
yeah ,
my ss improved abitt .
from failing ,
now become 17/25 :D
*clapclap*

hha ,
school ended off with an assembly .
had the "Drama Woo" coming to perform ?
dancing thingy .
quite okay ,
the popping dance style siot .
hha .

after that ,
went outside lor ,
find acap , azrul, suria , haiqal and so called Chinese boy ; ser han .
went to fajar lor .
slack awhile ,
den went to ave 5 .
thought of going home first ,
in the end haiqal called ,
ask me patah balik come south view ,
cause his handphone and hse keys were in my bbag .
so go back lor .

followed them go to ave 5 .
slack until 6pm ?
den i went home awhile lor .
now already 7.15pm .
think going over there soon luh .
:D

alrights ,
update later on .
when i reach home ,
Byee .


and i look like an idiot ok, with the HairBANNND , lol .


{ 1:03 AM }

was damn bored ley, at acap hse .
fcked up face .




yar ,
i can say that im not sick anymore !
thanks to my mum secret medicine ?
her care and concern of cause !
HHA .

woke up at 7.15am today ,
wed is a late day .
went to sch as per normal .

today ,
during lifeskill lessons ,
went to cyber lab 1 ,
to do some class survey .
regarding our class attitude .
write down our thoughts and feelings lor .

actually ,
my class is not that bad luh ?
can be really fun at times ,
but once someone get frustrated ,
everything seems different and it affects the whole class .
and im not poking anyone luh .
like , hmm .
i really hope that we can end this freaking sec 5 thingy together ,
and achieve our goals luh .
dhats all luh .

but everything turns out differently leh .
everything seems to be out of hand .
misunderstandings here and there .
and the class argument was really uncalled for .
its like ruining our class relationship ,
like wth ?
and it's really saddening to see a classmate feeling so angry .
Lol-ed .
and some pple cried ley .
when i see pple cry ,
aku cannot tahan je .
lol .
im an emotional busted ok .
bleah .

so everything settle ,
ended the argument by letting the boys to read our opinions of the class .
oh yeah ,
MINE WAS BEING READ TO WHOLE CLASS .
PERFECT ENGLISH SIOT .
Lol.
chey , action lia0 .

Lol, after school went to find acap ,
den after that went to find eileen awhile lor .
chit chat abitt .
crappp siak ,
april fool's day .
irritating .
lol .

went home around 6.30 like that lor .
reached home ,
bathed ,
eat ,
and went out of home at 8pm ?
yeah ,
off to Limbang park .
reached limbang ,
but they still at ave 5 .
lol .
so went up yan zhi hse awhile lor .
talk crap abitt ,
acap called,
so went limbang park lor .

played soccer ,
yeah ,
i fell okay .
lol .
and for that moment ,
all thought my elbow broke .
HAHAH .
AKUUU FAKEE .
Lol .

aiyo maiyo -
so funny luh ,
went back home at 12am .
hmm ,
backed at home .

im gonna finish up my karangan .
due tmr .
so many things not done ,
time now already 1.20am .
sad life .

i cant sleep till 3am ,
if i wanna finish my work lor .
if dun wan finish it up ,
dhen NOW SLEEEEP .
HAHAH, busted .

Okays .
Byeee .
off to homework-ing .
tatas .


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